"You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It wont happen automatically. You will have to rise up and say, ‘I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. I’m moving on with my life." … Continue reading
Hi, I'm back. So long story short. I go to outpatient for the evaluation and she writes me an Rx for 4 milligrams of klonopin, because that's what I've been taking. I have been self-medicating my mania with klonopin and lots and lots of wine. I was honest. But taking 4mg of klonopin is not … Continue reading Happy 2017!
I've been waiting for today. Today is my evaluation. I've been waiting to get help for so long. Yet, I don't want to go. I don't want to be potentially locked up. Last night was a disaster, as always. I went home from the city when I was supposed to stay. I had my dad … Continue reading Today
"You are going through this now, so you can help someone else later.” - Raven emotion
"Not everyone is okay with living like an open wound. But the thing about open wounds is that, well, you aren’t ignoring it. You’re healing; the fresh air can get to it. It’s honest. You aren’t hiding who you are. You aren’t rotting. People can give you advice on how to heal without scarring badly. … Continue reading