As a 24 year-old, it's normal and somewhat expected to socialize on the weekends by binge drinking and staying out late. The past few weekends, I've spent both Friday and Saturday night asleep by 10. I have to admit, there were a few weeknights that I regrettably went out too late and drank too much … Continue reading The Art of Staying In
I’ve always destroyed myself. Through any means, drinking way beyond my body’s ability, starving myself by setting a stupidly low caloric daily intake for months, telling myself awful things, allowing myself to be taken advantage of both emotionally, financially and sexually, and even just physically pushing my body by working out too much. I have … Continue reading Being Destroyed.
I quit. It was a constant battle. It was the temptation to drink myself to sleep every night. It was the verbal fights with my mother. It was holding back tears at my desk. It was throwing up my dinner after I promised myself I stopped my ED habits. It was not talking to anyone … Continue reading I quit my job.
My first full week back in Corporate America has been a struggle. I thought yesterday was Friday! It was Tuesday. I frowned but turned it into a smile, it’s all I can do. I’ve been applying to jobs like an addict. I get phone calls but nothings really what speaks to me so I … Continue reading The “work” world is my oyster
“Those you have to constantly explain yourself to have either never intended to understand you or don’t have the capacity to understand you other than what they have chosen to perceive you to be. Either way you are you for a reason and you were given the right to see life the way you need … Continue reading Feeling misunderstood
So, my first day back to work was Wednesday. I probably worked about 3-5 hours every single day. And by "work", I mean sit at my desk and do nothing. I've avoided doing anything by extending "doctors appointments" (part of my accommodations) by hours. It's been really really hard to be back at a desk/computer … Continue reading Having a moody, corporate meltdown