My mom is proud of me. She just told me that she's so happy to hear how great I'm doing. I worked 11 hours today, pretty standard. I'm not complaining. It was great. I got through almost 100 emails. I was honestly really productive. I ate 700 calories. I didn’t even need the last 200, I … Continue reading My Everyday Facade
I'm writing this as I walk home from finishing my first week of my new job. The job is insanely demanding. I never imagined what working at a law firm would be like but I can tell you I eat lunch at my desk everyday and I work hours close to 830am-730pm and still leave … Continue reading Having real problems versus just the real world?
I've been struggling with a bunch lately and one thing is my living situation. At first, my roommates and I all got along great. We were the 3 best friends. This is typical of me, once I meet new teammates, roommates, coworkers, whatever, I go extreme and love them to death and plan trips together … Continue reading Bipolar Boundaries
It would be dramatic and extreme to say my past hospitalization changed me, but it definitely did change my perspective on some things. I react to things in the world differently since my last little stint a few weeks ago. For example, the two dysfunctional people who gave me life, my parents, I have become … Continue reading scared·y-cat
This past week, I had the most isolated week in a while. No valentines day or *galentines* day for me, just me and my two cats, alone. I spent most of the weekend in my bed, watching TV or driving aimlessly or walking around a mall, by myself. My head started to get all wacky. … Continue reading Getting a job is the hardest thing in the world