One of my meds can’t be refilled because it’s controlled and I ran out as I was taking more than prescribed since I’m so symptomatic. I hope my psych will write me a script with a different dosage so that I can at least have something in the meantime. He’s understanding so it shouldn’t be a problem, the anticipating is anxiety inducing of course. And otherwise I’m afraid I’ll resort to drinking myself to death. Hopefully today can only go up from here.
“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”
― Haruki Murakami