This has been such a wild ride for me. I'm up to 3 diagnoses and currently I have 4 doctors on my anorexia team. Last Thursday I had a dietician appointment and a psychologist appointment later that day. Friday, I had a physician appointment and then a psychiatrist appointment. My life is literally doctors appointment … Continue reading Work, Wellness, Illness, Being present
I have officially been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. Another diagnoses to add to the list. I feel weird. I have seen it coming and yet, I still feel paranoid now at every "skinny" comment I hear. Every single day. Or when co-workers comment on my food. I don't feel I deserve the anorexia diagnosis and … Continue reading Fun, Friday, Food Issues, Father’s Day
Hey friends! I'm feeling so much better. I think my meds are finally leveling my mood out. I'm definitely not 100% so I'm keeping my fingers crossed as I head into an eventful weekend in NYC that always seems to trigger my "happier" manic self. I hope you are all surviving this crazy heat wave! … Continue reading Tuesday Thoughts!
I officially accepted, I'm hypomanic. I have spent over $3,000 on lounge wear, bikinis, underwear, candles, and who else knows I wrote my dad a Father's Day card over 15 times, editing it to be completely perfect and show the most amount of emotion I haven't been eating. I even made an instagram to prove … Continue reading Hello Hypomania
Why do I feel so alone? This is a question I ask myself always? Is it true that I just feel all the time. I think I've figured it out. It's hard to be intimate with any person, mom, sibling, best friend, boyfriend or classmate when they can't associate in close, personal situations. They don't … Continue reading Why do I feel so alone?
And I am saying goodbye to my other blog, Shelley Snacks, because no one cares about it and I honestly don't care about it either. Although the instagram is up and running for it, so check that out @shelleysnacks But below I'm going to post the one and only post I had. I'm going to … Continue reading & A Short-lived second blog
Things may be going bad, really quick. I want to be positive, though. Everyday is a bad day. No, everyday FEELS like a bad day. It's just a feeling, not a fact. Do you know when you wake up and you just want today to be good. Just one little thing but you don't even … Continue reading The Slippery Slope